One Happy Day


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For the first weekend in a while, I am at the rabbitpatch. We have big plans for Sunday -Daddys’  -eighty fifth  birthday party.  Today, I have a lot of cooking to do, for everyone is coming . . . even little Ryan, who I have not seen since Christmas! 

The windows are up in the old house, for the morning is mild.  The song birds are back in full force and  the air is filled with the sound of spring.  The air smells green and sweet.  The yard is greening in patches . . .and it looks scrappy, for besides the violets, all sorts of  wild flowers are  popping up hither and yonder.  There are wild hyacinths and dandelions and many of the lilies are up, plotting their  dazzling future  .  If this continues, young folks will surely fall in love, as they have through the centuries. . . and I can not blame them.

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Before noon, I had a large pot of brunswick stew ready and a huge pot of chicken and stock ready for pastry.  Since the day was ideal for line drying, I was doing laundry, too.  I am sure the boxer was in shock at my tending to  housework, after weeks of neglect.    

Sometime, in the afternoon, an announcement was made, that the governor had closed all NC schools for the next two weeks.  I am not sure what this means for teachers.  I do know that the groceries have been nothing short of “mad” the last week and many items are scarce.  Churches are even closed, tomorrow.  All gatherings of ” a hundred or more” are to be postponed.  Many folks will be working from home.   Well, Daddy can still have his party, but great precautions are even in place for that. 

I am old and have never seen the likes of this. I am a bit stunned at “the state of the union.”  Whether the panic is justified or not, the climate is full of fear and that fear is  every bit as contagious as the virus.  This is a time to pay special attention to all the conditions.

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Sunday was born with a chill .  The sky was a steel blue and there wasn’t a bit of shine anywhere. In the absence of song birds, the morning was a silent affair. With  the weather as it was, Mama would have a full house today.   

The only thing that I had left to do was to make cole slaw.   In light of that, I read while I drank coffee.  The boxer slept like a contented child and for a little while, there was “peace in the valley”.

Kyle and Christian woke, and the phone started ringing, an hour or so later.  I started chopping cabbage.  I put the boys to work . . . housekeeping, mainly.  They neither one like housekeeping and would have preferred mending the picket fence to dusting, but someone has to dust . . .and I was chopping cabbage.

Just after noon, we drove up to my parents’ house and I was right . . . there was a full house.

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By the time all the food was put out, there wasn’t a square inch of counter space left.  Folks were everywhere, for everyone showed up.  When Brant and Sydney arrived with little Ryan, several of us made a beeline to their car.  Jenny ended up with Ryan, right off.  Somehow, she usually does.   Jenny adores Ryan and I take great joy seeing my children, loving one another . Few things mean as much to me.

Daddy was having a good day, and he smiled and laughed a lot to our delight.. My cousin, Faith showed up and how glad I was to see her.  She hadn’t seen Chuck and Chris and what a sweet thing it was to see my cousins reuniting after many years, for life has a way of separating us.  For a moment the wildness of our childhood came back to me.  We were always full of unbridled something, joy, chaos, adventure and on occasion, fierce opposition-when we were untamed children.  Who knew, that left to our own devices, we would learn the things that mattered to get along in the world.  The adults rarely stepped in to plan an agenda for us or settle our arguments, after all. Tattling was highly discouraged, unless there was danger involved.  Truthfully, looking back, there often was, but somehow, we all lived to grow up anyway.

After the gifts and a pineapple birthday cake, after my cousin Chris’ homemade ice cream and after Aino and my sisters had the kitchen in order . . .we all packed up and  most of us left  with some sort of remnant from the menu.  It had been one happy day.

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With stores empty of mostly everything and schools closed and everyone that can, working from home, this week will be out of the ordinary.  I am going to Elizabeth City on Monday and hopefully, will make a trip to Wake Forest not long after that.   I hope to see my parents . . .well there is little chance of boredom. 

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Violets and a Valley


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It is early morning now and pitch dark at the rabbitpatch.  I seldom let an opportunity to complain about  “changing the clocks” go by.  I always dread it and have never thought it made good sense.  I was in Elizabeth City this weekend, when the awful thing happened.  I was up quite early on Sunday morning , cooking beans for Miss Thelma and making several dishes to leave for Jenny and Tres too.  I made the mistake of relying on the clock on the stove, thinking  that like every other clock in the house, it had automatically “set itself”.  I was wrong.   Jenny came in and reset the stove, and so I knew then, that I didn’t have quite the head start on the day as I had imagined.  Then, on that beautiful clear morning – the power went out!  Of course, I had muffins in the oven.  I have no idea how long the power was out, but I guessed it to be around thirty minutes.  When the power came back, the stove flashed and had no more idea of the time, than I did. If it had all happened on Saturday, I wouldn’t have thought twice about it, but I leave on Sundays, and so there is some loose schedule to adhere to.

Will, Jenny, Tres and Sarah were going out for brunch, so I was determined to get all my cooking done, before they left, for I was watching the girls.  Lyla, at four is easy as pie, but Brynn is likely to do anything at any given moment and requires your full attention.  In the midst of all that, Miss Thelma called and needed a ride to Church.  I asked her when she needed to leave and she said”right now, but take your time.”  I would have laughed, but I was still in pajamas.  I stopped everything and  threw the first things on that I found.  I picked her up and she looked so beautiful, neat as a pin, in her fancy clothes.  I looked like a gardener, beside her.  I walked her in the Church as the congregation was singing, a holy song.  I did my best, not to make eye contact with anyone, for I realised that I had not even combed my hair!  

It was mid afternoon, before I knew the  correct time . The muffins turned out fine, though they did not brown. 

When the dust had settled, I took Lyla and Brynn outside for a walk.  Jenny has a double stroller for them and pushing it, is not for the faint of heart . . literally.  The “laughing river” rolled cheerfully along and was as blue as could be.  All sorts of birds were singing . . .and confederate violets were everywhere.  We stopped on the way back, for Lyla to gather a few.  Her little hands are always full of wilted flowers, when we arrive home.  

Not long, after we returned, Will, Jenny, Tres and Sarah returned, as well.  They all sat in the kitchen, while I attempted to make “caramel dumplings”.  It was a recipe, that Sarahs’ “North Dakota”  grandmother used to make for her and goodness, I was nervous . First it was something new for me, and it required a recipe-and  Sarah really loved her grandmothers’ dish.  I had already followed one recipe this day, when I made the muffins!  Some people love a recipe and will not cook without one-I on the other hand, do not even know where my  measuring spoons are.  You can believe that I used Jennys’  spoons and cups, crossed my fingers and hoped for the best, for I wanted it to be just like the dish that Sarah remembered.

I left shortly after they came out of the oven.  Sarah approved them and so I happily promised to make them again.

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The ride home went quickly and safely, thankfully.  I always feel melancholy on the way home, but at the same time I miss Christian and the boxer and the gray cat.  I miss the old oaks, for they are dependable friends and have been for more than a decade now.  I consoled myself, that next weekend, everyone is coming on Sunday, for Daddys’ eighty-fifth birthday party.

Last week, was not a good week for Daddy.   . . so it was not a good week for any of us, either.  Now, not  one of us will be completely spared of trials, but that is of little comfort, when you are in the midst of them.

We all travel a  “valley”  in some season and in our own fashion.  I walk quietly and prayerfully.  I do not utter a word for long stretches and just observe where I am.  It is a heart wrenching and sorrowful place, and oh, how I miss “yesterdays’ “, familiar, happy hilltops, but I am not alone in that valley, for the presence of God seems to hover all around me.  Without  “sight”, I am forced to walk by “faith”  . . . and  beyond my wildest imagination, I  finally realise  there is such liberation in that,. I do not need to see the answer, nor create an order for the jumbled up thoughts.  I just need to walk and I find out, that the valley is a “holy place” .

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It certainly seems like an early spring  has come to the rabbitpatch.  The snow is long gone, but the stalwart daffodils remain.  Tulip trees, with their fleeting beauty, are blooming and the bees have made their presence known.  The first of the wild violets  peek out shyly,  along the footpath to the garden.  Now and then, it rains, which is the way of spring. 

The calendar proclaims that spring is a few weeks away, but the earth says differently. Whatever, this time is called. . .  all kinds of violets are blooming . . . and the days are  so lovely.

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Snow on Daffodils


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There is snow on the daffodils at the rabbitpatch!   . . .and on the . the forsythia . .and on the hyacinths and on the pale pink blossoms of the peach!  We just started hearing about the chance of snow, a few days ago, unless you read the Farmers Almanac.  The almanac knew all along.  “Alexa” found out this morning!  

School closed early yesterday and a few hour later, I was watching it snow.  It has not snowed in two years, here and so this is a grand occasion for me, for snow is my favorite kind of weather.  It snowed all night, tiny little fine snow, but southerners can not afford to be choosy.  This morning we have about four inches and a landscape that is breathtaking.  Woods and field alike, have been christened in wonder.  Snow and woods are an enchanting duet.  . .and a short lived affair in the south.  In light of that, I am persuaded to abandon all to the affair of snow on trees.

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Jenny called and said that Elizabeth City barely got a dusting of snow.  This was odd, as they usually get snow more often than here and usually more of it!  Lyla was heartbroken -and so was I.  Lyla has been waiting for snow for a solid year, which to a child is “too long”.  I have seen her peering out the window, in the nursery, hoping for snow and I could not forget the look of hope on her face.  

There was some good news.  Brant, Sydney and Ryan had made it safely to New Orleans.  Their flight was not even delayed.  Being a mother, I had been in a state,  since the thing had come about.  

Other than snow gazing, I did cook.  If there is any sort of  “out of the ordinary” weather, I tend to cook “out of the ordinary” food at the rabbitpatch.  No one ever complains about this habit.  Kyle has been here a week now, and he was especially glad of it.  I wondered what my friend Gayle, was cooking, for when she and I were neighbors, we both cooked and took to planning huge meals for our families to share at supper.  We just never know what things will become some of our sweetest memories.

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On Saturday, the sun cast apricot rays on the snow.  How lovely it was.  The whole territory sparkled in the morning shine.  I have lived in the south, the better part of my life and the particular beauty of snow is like a rare pearl-and I do not take it lightly. 

Snow also hushes.  In a world when silence is  a seldom occurrence, I am glad for that too. 

I made a big breakfast as the snow was dripping from the roof and the old oaks.  I had biscuits baking and potatoes sizzling for hash browns along side some turkey bacon, that I am trying to convince the boys to like.  I thought the biscuits would make up for it.  I did not scramble the eggs til the last minute.

Afterwards, I read, just as I did yesterday.  I read a lot for I am not short on curiosity.  The boxer dozes while I learn all sorts of information, I may or may not need -but   I also,  read scripture, verse and poetry , which I know sustain and restore.  Unlike the snow, whose beauty is here today and gone tomorrow, their beauty remains. I have always believed that one way or another, what we see, what we hear becomes part of us.  We do not always have the privilege  of  desirable circumstances, and so on account of that, I spend time gathering, all the goodness, I can, with the hope that when sorrow or ugly shows up, as it surely will . . .maybe there will be less room, in my heart,  for it to claim.  

It is not often, that I have the luxury of  having time without obligations of some sort.  There is always some task at hand-or some place to be. Now, I have done laundry and swept floors and cooked, the last few days, but I have greatly enjoyed doing what I want, when I please.  I make it my business, to have at least a few moments like that, every day -all be it, they are brief moments- they provide a balance, that I need.  Wealth means something different to different folks.  To me, it means owning your time-which is your life, really.   In that case . . I got rich off of snow! . .at least for a while.  

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Now, by Sunday morning, the remnants of the snowfall, laid in patches under the pines and along the picket fence.  I have always heard that when snow lays around for three days, that more is coming.  The Almanac does not confirm it, and I am not about to argue with the Almanac.  I wish it were wrong, for  Lylas’ sake. 

 Now,  Monday came along and that did change everything.  On the drive to work, the snow looked like strands of old lace by the edge of the woods.  I could not wait to hear the kindergarten  class tell  their stories about what they remember of their first snow.  

I did not have to wait long and I was not disappointed, for the first story was told by a small boy.  He and his dad ( who is built like a line baker) were at the grocery, when the snow began.  I asked what they did when they saw it . . . and he said they danced . . .right there in the parking lot!

 

 

 

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To Dana . . for the Love of a Rabbit


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I used to have a lot of animals, here at the rabbitpatch.  I had a miniature horse, miniature goats, chickens, doves, that came and went as they pleased and a lot of rabbits.  Many of the critters came here, because they needed a home.  Children had outgrown them, mostly.  Those were happy years.  It seemed perfect for my future grandchildren, but this was not so.  You can not leave a farm full of animals, at the drop of a hat.  Every time I ever did, the goats got out and my neighbors were left to herd them back and fix their escape route.  I found good homes for them all and took to running the roads to Elizabeth City to see Lyla every chance I got.  I have never been sorry for that.

There was one last litter of rabbits born one fall.  They were of course, a miniature breed, which were known for their friendliness.  I had often found this to be true and how adorable the bunnies were, too.  I gave one to Dana, my niece for Christmas that year.  My sister, Delores was all for it and had prepared for Danas’ first pet, for save a neighborhood cat, and goldfish, Dana had never had her own pet.

I found the perfect little Christmas gift box- and at the last minute, placed the bunny inside.  When Dana opened the box, she was thrilled and so surprised.  It was a sweet moment and I remember it well.

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Ever since, there have been stories about that rabbit!  They named her Oreo, and Oreo lived in the fanciest rabbit house, that you can imagine.  She ate the best food and a wide variety of fruits and vegetables.  She had toys too-still she was a bossy rabbit and snatched carrots rudely.  If her  pin was laden with apples or strawberries, she would toss the fruit hither and yonder and you best not disturb her housekeeping, for she would likely, nip the hand that fed her, shamelessly.

Over the years, Oreo got upgraded houses and an outside  “play pen” .  No matter, how spoiled this rabbit was, she remained mostly ill mannered.  No matter what, she was loved anyway.  We heard stories about this rabbit at every gathering.  We saw photos and Dana, being quite an artist, filled her sketchbook with drawings of this adorable little tyrant.  Wild rabbits took to visiting, probably out of curiosity and to snack on her scraps.  At this last gathering, that I missed, Jenny said Oreo had acted a bit sick and so had an appointment on Monday with a veterinarian.

Before school was out, I got a long sad message . . .that Oreo had died at the appointment.

Tears stung my eyes.  I had not expected Oreo to die . . and I certainly did not expect to cry.  That picture of Dana opening the small Christmas box, was flashing before me.  Dana was a little girl then and suddenly, it seemed a long time ago.  Oreo was also the last  rabbit I knew of, born at the rabbitpatch.

I knew that Delores and Dana were so hurt-and so once, I was out of sight, I cried, outright.  I knew, should anyone see me in such distress, they  would think, I was a daft old woman, crying over a rabbit, . . . that wasn’t even mine.  I would call Delores tomorrow, I thought, when I was composed. And then, I thought about sparrows.

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No one would chide anyone, for mourning a dog-or a cat, I thought on the drive home.  Oreo was just a rabbit, and she sure never made it her business to please anybody. . . but she was beloved just the same.  She was never meant to guard or protect the house nor to rescue folks from calamity.  Did this make her less?  What about sparrows, those common little birds-is it foolish to mourn them when they have fallen?  Since they are a dime a dozen and unnamed, does that make them less worthy of sorrow?  I decided I could cry about Oreo without a bit of shame. . .and I might just cry about a sparrow too.

This morning, I called Delores.  She was still upset . . .so was Dana.  Dana would not even look out the window, into the back yard, where she spent time with her rabbit, Delores said.  She went on to say that the veterinarian, knew at once that Oreo was very sick.  Apparently, rabbits are masters at disguising symptoms, for they are so vulnerable to predators.   . .a sad but amazing fact.  An examination revealed a growth in the rabbits’ abdomen, but Oreo died within minutes, before a proper discussion about it.  Delores was told, that she probably had a heart attack, due to extreme fear.  Now this distressed Delores more to think that Oreo died scared.  We both cried again, and in that moment,  I loved my sister even more for her tenderness.

Plans are being made, to plant a little memorial plot where Oreo met her wild friends. Flowers will grow there and things like apples will be there for the taking.  It will not surprise me a bit if there is not some sort of marker there bearing the name “Oreo”, a beloved, bossy rabbit, whose life mattered.”

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Pearls and Old Hat


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Saturday was the day of Mamas’ birthday gathering.  Her birthday is on Tuesday, but it is much easier to gather on a weekend.  Usually when the family gathers, I spend a week, planning with my sisters and then a day and a half cooking.  The morning of such an affair is busy and we are chatting back and forth about the details.  This morning, the rabbitpatch kitchen was quiet.  The pots and pan were tucked in the cupboards . . .and the stove was cold.  It was an unnatural  occurrence  and how odd it felt!

I had known for days that I could not carry this “plague of  flu” to my loved ones, and though I was disappointed, I had not taken fully into account, all that meant.  I knew that my sister Delores and my daughter Jenny were as capable as could be to to  pull the thing off,  and I took comfort in that, but  in the late morning hours,  like a small child, I thought “I can’t go the party and I just want to break something!”  

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Thankfully, I did not act on my childish impulse.           

It seems to me that the old saying about “a first time for everything” rang true again for me, on this day.  I heard it loud and clear disturbing my peace. 

In youth, I was full of notions, and expected new and unfamiliar, like rain.  I even look forward to it.

Everything is so exciting, in that season -until it is “familiar” . .   then it becomes “like an old hat”.  We rush on, til at long last, we are all grown up, we think, and have so very much knowledge, we are quite prepared for whatever comes along. This is a very temporary state of being, we all find out.  . . for things beyond our wildest imagination, happen and there is a wide range of events -some so very beautiful and others shocking and tragic. . . but now we know-and so we convince ourselves again that we really are grown up now and know more than ever   how to proceed  .  . .false start!  For, life seems to gain speed and zips by at a  quickened pace.   It has always amused me, that with all of the modern conveniences, we seem to have less time.  . . We are busy rushing.  We are gathering and discarding constantly.  Our castles are lined with “fools’ gold” and we no longer know where the “pearls” are.

Now, most every life has some lull, here and there . . .and the next thing you know, you like that.  The thrill of “first times” dims for us and “the old hat ” becomes so very lovable.   . . and at long last, we have learned the difference in “fools’ gold and pearls. 

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Now, by all accounts, the gathering was wonderful and I can say first hand, that the food was worthy of compliments, for Delores dropped us a box of  ample portions, on the porch, just like Jenny did for Tres. Brant and Jenny sent pictures, too.

 If you think you will be exempt from “loving an old hat”, you are probably wrong.  The heart tucks away those beautiful pearls and old hats, for a good reason, as a kindness, to serve us when needed.  This is really incredible, for we are often unaware .  

When light was fading, there wasn’t a bit of tantrum, left in me.  Like everyone else, I am still growing up and know less now than I ever have, for knowledge and wisdom are two very different things.  No matter how old we get, there are still going to be more “first times”, – and I do hope to muster more grace for that, in the future. 

Though, I suspect that I am a slow learner . . I do have a sizable collection of pearls , and I am known for wearing an old hat  every chance, I get.

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Happy Birthday Mama!

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Paper Hearts and Old Lace


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After a lovely weekend in Elizabeth City, some sort of plague has  set in, disturbing the peace of the rabbitpatch.  Christian was sick, then Tres and now I have it.  It is an awful thing with fever, cough and fatigue.  You are hot and then cold, and the stomach keeps you guessing on your fate.  It could not have come along at a worst time, for Brant and Sydney are coming this weekend , for Mamas’ birthday party.  If I miss the chance to see little Ryan . . .well that is adding “insult to injury”.

I have made chicken soup, stocked up on elderberry and vitamin C, made batches of pineapple juice with cinnamon, drank gallons of water and slept like a house cat.  . . all to no avail, for I am still sick.  Jenny has been dropping off all sorts of things for Tres.  She leaves them on his porch.  I want to call him, but Jenny says he is grouchy. . . .so is Christian.

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i stayed home from work today, in light of the circumstances.  The morning was as fair as an Easter Sunday, so I put the windows up.  Fresh air can’t hurt.  February is full of flowers this year.  Daffodils, hyacinths, quince spirea and at last some of the peach trees, too.  It seems to be the same everywhere, from what I hear.  A year without a winter sounds haunting to me. Now the Farmers’Almanac,  did predict a mild winter . . it also predicts a storm next weekend, so time will tell.

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Valentines’ Day dawned without a bit of fanfare.  The sky was a silvery blue and the air was still.  I do hope I can at least make cookies today.  I am better than I was yesterday .  I thought of  Lyla, who has been very excited about the holiday and has been working on her cards this week. Lyla loves holidays.  She reminds me of her grandmother, Claudia, in that way.  

I told Jenny, that I still remember making Valentines at school.   It was second grade and I was in Mrs. Cottie Woolards’ class.  Mrs. Woolard was a stern, sensible woman.  She was in her last years of teaching, when I had her.  She had white wavy hair, which she wore up and she dressed very professional.  She had seen everything twice and was not  ever fooled.  She was very clear on her expectations, and if we acted poorly, Mrs. Woolard, did not hesitate to correct us.  She did not sugar coat anything but somehow we all left second grade with our self esteem in tact.  I used to get called out for “day dreaming”- apparently it was a sin.  Honestly, I was guilty, every time.  I looked out the window and imagined what was going on at the farm.  I was very homesick, at school.   In the afternoon, Mrs. Woolard read chapter books aloud, which I loved.  . .after Modern Math, which I deplored.  . .but on Valentines’ Day,  we were given construction paper, scissors , crayons, old lace and glue -and what a big time it was.  The next day, we passed them out.  The boys nearly threw their cards at you, for they just wanted this part to be over.  I came home from school to  Mamas’ heart shaped cake.

The simplest things can become memories, that last a lifetime.

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When my own children were little, I made great effort to give them many cultural experiences.  We took them to violin classes taught by master teachers.  We attended concerts, too.  These all costs a significant amount of money and were hard on our shoestring budget. We went camping a lot.  We went to waterfalls-just like my friend “Anne  of “Merling Muse” writes about – and apple orchards.  Once,I asked Jenny what she remembers from our excursions, and she said “I think I remember a pony.”  

They do remember the countless hours, we took to the woods-and picnics, thankfully.  . .and flying kites and playing by our pond, that they named “Florida”.

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The hours of the morning wafted by without warning.  There were no sun rays to gauge the passage of time.  It would be a good day to read and to bake cookies . .  .and to daydream, of that same old farm . . . and  of  paper hearts and old lace .

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Prayers, Rain and Dogs


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This makes two weekends in a row that I am at the rabbitpatch!  Nothing has been very ordinary, as of lately.  How odd that we are apt to complain about “ordinary” . . until, it is gone. Then we miss it and from afar, observe its’ beauty.

The past week, has been unsettling for our family.  It happened this way . . .My sisters’ husband, Mike, was taken to the hospital and as of this minute, is still there.  Connie took him because of symptoms that just would not go away, but instead increased in intensity.  Mike was diagnosed in October, with sumac poisoning.  Since Mike is constantly traipsing the woods, the only puzzling thing to me, was that he had never had it before!  The man jumps ditches and walks through the countryside, inspecting his land and watching the habits of wild life, as if he were a boy!   .  He has  been bitten by snakes, for goodness sake!   

Connie took him to a  hospital in a neighboring town, last week.   One test after another has been run, and we have awaited results with all sorts of trepidation.  Thankfully, though we still do not know what the answer is, some of our worse fears have been laid to rest .   Until further notice, this family is praying.

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Tres came home on Friday.  How delightful it is to have him closer and able to visit.  How could I have known, when he was pushing little trucks and tractors, and rambling in woods -that inside of him, beat  such a pure heart and that his curiosity would never be satisfied?   . . Those days were golden, and for years I was in a kind of mourning, after the children grew up . .and  I still miss  that time . . .but these days are golden, too.  

I cooked a nice supper on Friday night to celebrate, his visit.  I even made cookies!  I usually never cook on Friday nights.

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On Saturday, it became February.  The first day of the month was a bright one -and full of wind.  I was hanging  clothes on the line before Christian and Tres got up.  The wind nearly tore the clothes from my hands, it was so fierce.  I noticed the wild hyacinths were up -and the “magic lilies” too.  One spirea bush has a few blossoms already opened and one is in full bloom!  I can not blame any of them, for the winter here has really been like an out of season  and very long April.  It makes me wonder what April will look like.  

I have kept tabs on the weather, all of my life.  I have journals that are over thirty years old now, to prove it.  It all started when my first son, Brant, was born.  Really it is a collection of letters to my son, which includes his milestones and an account of our days those years.  Each child has several volumes and they are my dearest treasures.  Along with my proclamations of sheer adoration, for each child-I also recorded the weather. . .and never before, has spirea bloomed the first of February!  

I like  February, whether it mocks months like April or not.  A lot of folks do not share that sentiment and “wish the time away”.  They have no affection for the  lull of  February and  claim that  it is a dreary month .  It is true, that most years, February has a good share of misty days and often, you can not tell one hour from the next. . . but I like silvery weather.  When mist hangs over a field of winter wheat, it is a sight to behold.   In February , when lights shine through the windows of homes, it makes me glad to think of everyone tucked in, safe and sound.   February moments have a beauty all their own. 

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Tres went back on Saturday, with plans to return on Wednesday.  This week he will move into his house, which is about twenty five steps from Jennys’.  He would take Christian with him to speed the process along.   . . and so it was Wednesday in a flash.  I visited with Mama and Daddy, that day.  There was a huge bouquet of daffodils blooming at the back door.  How bright they were!  I could almost hear them blooming in the silence of the countryside.  I left Daddy pumpkin soup.  I fear he will declare it is carrots and not even try it. . . . Mama will try it out tonight.  I wished her luck and  just hoped for the best. 

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True to the nature of February, it rained all day on Thursday.  I woke early, before first light to a gentle sprinkle of a shower.  The boxer did not rouse.  Usually, he springs out of sleep, the moment I open my eyes.  He wants to go out and will prance about as if he is in a dire circumstance.  He convinces me every time and so I too make haste .  If it is raining, however, he is apt to sleep peacefully while I read , make coffee and prepare for the day. 

I love dogs-especially mine, and so I do not hold it against him. 

“Cash” is a boxer, a working class dog, which I am quite partial to.  I have loved a lot of dogs in my life, a beagle, several German shepherds, Norwegian Elk hounds, collies, a sheltie . . . well , I grew up with dogs and promptly got my own, when I grew up.  I got a boxer and fell in love with the breed.  I have had one ever since.  It is very hard to resist their curious nature and loyalty.  They are a handsome lot and are very protective.  Known as “eternal puppies”, boxers love to play and require a lot of exercise, which is their “downside” for some folks.  A well trained boxer is worth his weight in gold . . .but woe to the one who buys a boxer on a whim, without a bit of fore thought.

Now, while I sing the praises of boxers, it was a sheltie that made a difference, years ago when Christian was a toddler.  His name was Perry.  Perry was darling and a beauty.  He “herded” the children tirelessly as they scattered here and yonder.  The truth is, I considered Perry a companion for the children, mostly. 

One night, as we laid dreaming, Perry ran barking to our bedside and jumped on and off the bed several times before I came to my senses,  He had never done such a thing.  My husband scolded him, but Perry remained relentless in his tirade.  I knew something was wrong and got up.  Perry pranced ahead with a great deal of satisfaction.  He led me straight to the back door, which was wide open.  I almost froze in my tracks in fear, but Perry trotted out quite jauntily and so I followed.  There in the moonlight, was Christian in the yard toddling all alone around the back yard!  I ran to him and gathered him up, in complete shock.  He said he was following a rabbit!   After that, I declared Perry a hero . . . and when he talked, I listened.

I really could write “dog stories” all day, for a dogs really are, all they are “cracked up to be.”

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It never stopped raining on Thursday.  It rained all night.  So much, that here it is dawn on Friday and there is a two hour delay for schools!  The town, where I work, floods  and I suspect that is the reason for the delay.  The faint glow of morning light, reveals a lot of standing water at the rabbitpatch.  It is “high ground” here so I can only imagine , what the conditions are like, elsewhere.  

I am packed to head north, after school, to Elizabeth City.  Christian comes home and  Kyle leaves today.  I intend to have a breakfast for Kyle and I, before going to work.  In the meanwhile, I will sit in the company of the boxer, who is fast asleep . . .because he awoke to howling wind and mud . . .  and does not need to go out, just yet.

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It happened this week . . . .

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