Sunday dawned fair. I was driving to the grocery store, not long after the day was born. I was having company for breakfast!  Will and Jenny stopped by on the their way home, after being out of town for several days.  I had stayed up til two am, finishing that floor and of course cleaning up the mess I had strewn in the process.  I had almost enough eggs, almost enough bacon,no milk and no juice.  So armed with a coffee, I drove to the nearest town and shopped in record time-at least for me.  

Somehow, breakfast was ready and the house was mostly tidy,  when they got here.  Lyla was so glad to see me, and I was certainly glad to see her.  I had not seen her in two weeks .   I am convinced that painting that floor had kept me just busy enough, not to cry about it.  Growing up on a farm, you get used to having family close by.  I grew up with first, second, third and fourth cousins, all within a few miles.  Of course, there were all the “great” grandmothers, aunts and uncles too.  You could go anywhere, and you were “home”  back then.  There were no “play-dates” -you played with your cousins.  You wore their “hand-me-downs” and knew their secrets. If you got sick at school, any of them could show up to get you. Many times,  we cousins, would take off to the woods and play for hours , uninterrupted.  We had forts complete with governments and trials .  We could tell suppertime by the shadows and you can best believe we went home, when the sunlight slanted at some certain degree.   No one worried about getting kidnapped . . with the exception of attending the county fair. We had to stick close at the fair, as apparently Grandmama had heard of such a thing.  It was a different  and beautiful time to grow up in.  I am thankful that Will has all sorts of family in Elizabeth City-and I am not that far away, either.  When Jenny told me that they were moving to Elizabeth City, now three years back, I knew Will had some family there.  Then I found out not only his mom, but aunts and uncles-and a slew of cousins, too-well, I knew right then that Jenny had an army of folks behind her and I did not worry in the least.  As it turns out, I was right.

After breakfast, we all went out and strolled around the rabbit patch.  We usually get our first frost about this time, but this year we are still at eighty degrees most days, and  so it was muggy out.  When a slight breeze loosed some leaves, Lyla said “look, Honeybee!  It’s raining leaves!”  She smelled all the flowers and said “I love flowers.”  , in such a soft voice.  I told Lyla, that her great grandmother did too . . and so did I.  You tell the family stories, in moments like these.  My own mama was always good at that.  She told us things about those before us, til I could have sworn I knew them, though they had passed long before my  birth.

Sunday afternoon slipped by like a lullaby-soft and easy.  I did take a nap, but I managed to clean the car out and put away laundry, also.  The Farmlife community is a quiet one, but on Sunday it is about silent.  When you can hear a leaf fall- you are in a peaceful place.  

Dear Diary, I am so glad for slight wind that loosens autumn leaves and wildflowers growing, where tomatoes used to.  I am glad for quiet afternoons and  most of all . . .Sunday mornings that begin with my loved ones sitting at the same table.

 

 

It is early evening on Friday the thirteenth, at the rabbit patch.  Will and Jenny are out of town, so I am staying home for the second weekend.  There is no shortage of things to occupy my time, though I miss Lyla already.  I did get the chair from the barn, painted.  Tomorrow, I will pot a few chrysanthemums.  It will soon be cool enough to place pumpkins on the porch, without fear of them spoiling.  Today was much cooler than the past few.  The first hours were especially cool and fog was well settled over the countryside.  It made leaving the rabbit patch especially difficult.  Then, I thought, spring mornings have the same effect on me . . and so do winter mornings  when the pines are laden with ice.  

Though, it was the thirteenth on a Friday, I had a good day.  Tonight,  it feels good to have a light blanket.  It is very dark at the rabbit patch, as there isn’t a single star to wish on.  I love a quiet night.  It is a good time to sort things out.  Peace and quiet are conducive to restoration, also.  

Saturday

I did not rise as early as is my usual custom.  The morning light was faint and it could have been anytime when I awoke.  Cash and Christopher Robin were curled up together on their bed.  During the week, they are both up when I am rushing about.  They follow me from one room to another, til finally we all end up at the back door.  Cash did  stir, when I went to the closet.  When he saw the bucket of paint, he went back to his bed.

There is a mist like rain falling, but I painted a lamp post anyway, before eight o’clock.  When it dries, I will add some autumn leaves and a bow.  When the chrysanthemums are potted and on the porch, only pumpkins will be left to add to the autumn celebration.  Even the old oaks are doing their part, casting off their leaves and scattering them hither and yonder over the territory.

I came back in and poured another cup of coffee with a heaping amount of table cream.  I moved the morning table and sofa, as I am painting the den floor.  It is an old wood floor that was painted when I bought the house.  I am painting it to look a weathered gray so it is a two tone job-really three, if you count the poly shine that comes last.  It all started, because I painted the chair, and noticed then how shabby the floor looked.  When I asked Christian to help me move the furniture, his face went to that familiar look of “here we go again”.  I reassured him that one day, I would have a little cottage, that didn’t require my life spent on doing such things-and we laughed.  Looking back. I do not know what I was thinking when I bought the rabbit patch.  I was a single woman with two young sons, still at home.  I had vision, but very little skill.  I saw the beautiful territory, and never once thought about mowing it and tending to vines and weeds.  I saw the big old rambling house, and did not consider the keep up or cleaning it!  I never thought about loose tins on the barns and doors that would just fall off!  I never even thought about the boys growing up, as the rest had done, before them!

At one time, the house was full.   Brant, Tres and my grandmother lived under one roof, with Kyle, Christian and I. The barns had chickens, miniature goats and horses-and a lot of rabbits.  It was a happy season and the rabbit patch served us well, in those days.   Grandmama passed, and the oldest boys left, first one, and then the other.  I mourned the end of that season in the years that followed. Thankfully, Lyla was born and with her came a new season.   

While the floor was drying, I started a pot of soup.  I decided on spinach and potato, as Kyle is not here.  He does not like spinach.

By early afternoon, I had potted the bright yellow chrysanthemums.  As always,  I regretted not buying more, for they brought such cheer to the rabbit patch. I cleaned out more beds of  spent flowers .  There are just enough leaves in the yard to proclaim, it is autumn.  The sun never did shine brightly today, but it did not feel gloomy in the least to me.  When light is faint, it brings a feeling of calmness and serenity in the countryside.   The little lamp on the morning table was a soft glow through the window, beckoning me to come in- still I continued working, determined to make the most of my time.  I liked the coolness of the very still air.  I liked watching Christopher Robin playing with a captured leaf.  I liked knowing the territory was drowsy, and soon to have a well-deserved rest  . . .and I remembered how much I like to plant flowers.

Dear Diary, I am glad for quiet times and soft light. I am glad  for work-and I am glad for rest.  I am glad for ” a time to plant and a time to pluck up that which has been planted”.   . . But,  I am more glad for a time to plant.

Slowly, but surely the prelude to autumn glory is making its’ presence known.  Even the ragweed is pretty enough to write about.  It fills the ditches  and acts like a garland around the woodlands.  Ragweed does not have a good reputation, as many folks are allergic to it and are apt to get headaches, because of it-but the bright, deep yellow plumes are truly beautiful.  I do not know of anyone who cultivates the ragweed.  Ragweed, like wild violets, grow where they please.  I have some uninvited ones in a corner of the “Quiet Garden” growing with the roses.  The two are unlikely companions, but they are a striking pair, so I haven’t the heart to disturb them.

The landscape is the only proof that it is autumn.  It is so hot at the rabbit patch,  that I drug the window fan back out of storage.  Thunderstorms form in the afternoons, just as they do in summer, and bring relief to the hot and very humid afternoons.  This morning, I left my sweater home.  

I am at last, catching a “second wind” in my plight to fix the old farmhouse up.  I have  a  long list of projects-most involve paint . . .and muscle.  Christian and I rearranged some furniture this past weekend and discarded a shabby daybed in the process.   I found a chair in my “barn collection” to bring in the house, too.  The chair needs painting and so if I am buying paint, I may as well make it worth my while.  It is hard to complete big projects, when you have a job and “run the roads” on the weekends, as my daddy always said.

 Daddy did not believe in “carrying on” in such ways, when I was young-and “could” “run the roads”.  How many times he accused me of “using the house as a hotel”.  I laugh at that now, as I never did that-he didn’t allow it.  I had the earliest curfews of any of my friends and excursions were limited to weekends.  Looking back, he saved me a lot of grief, in all likelihood.  I did a lot of complaining at my “pitiful lot” in life, back then.  Now, I thank God for it.  I truly was born “with a silver spoon in my mouth” on account of my parents. . .and their love for me has never wavered but abides today.

Another list, on my mind, as of lately is the “Christmas list”.  I have already bought several presents.  They are stored in the  trustworthy “Christmas Closet”  at the rabbit patch -which has never given up one secret.  I have always bought  “along the way” for Christmas.  It helps my budget and avoids a last minute quandary  in December.  I love to shop at Christmas, but not in desperation.  Thankfully, my children have never really ask for anything.  We are as ” as happy as larks” to drink fine coffee after a good meal.  We always watch “It’s a Wonderful Life” too.  I like to think about Christmas, when the house smells like pine.

I continue to work on the cello.  I lose all track of time when I am practicing.  At last, the cello feels at least, familiar to me  now.  I played a song for the kindergarten classes and they applauded . . . as if they had never heard “Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star”.  

Children spend a good deal of time celebrating, I thought.  They celebrate pretty rocks and dandelions quite naturally, without being taught to do so.  In October, children collect pretty leaves and share them with one another.   The youngest children live life authentically and do not waste precious moments “putting on airs”.  They are too busy gathering acorns and feathers . . .in October.    I hope I never get too sophisticated to do such things.  How dreary life would be, to lose all sense of wonder.

   Dear Diary,  I am glad for the early autumn landscape .  I am glad for the wisdom of those before me-and the ones after me too. . .and  I am glad for simple tunes and old chairs to rest in.

 

  

 

Daybreak was especially beautiful this morning . . I know because I was there, at the “early service” on the rabbit patch.  The sky was a deep apricot color and seemed to light the fields.  I am always hopeful at sunrise.  

Against all the odds, according to the weatherman, it rained yesterday.  I was mowing, when it did.  I knew the sky looked like rain when I stepped out of the back door. I thought I smelled it, but the weatherman surely knew what he was talking about, especially with all of that fancy technology-so I started mowing.  The orchard was in an awful state and it does take a good part of the day to mow the territory.  I have been gone the past two weekends and I needed to do three days work, in two . . so when it started sprinkling, I kept on mowing.  The drops got bigger, but certainly it would pass.  I looked up and across the field I saw a white wall of rain coming my way.  In the country, you can see rain coming.  I was drenched by the time I put the mower up and was disappointed that the yard was only half done.

 I did see the french mulberry  and the butterfly bush, that now, gives good shade-blooming all along the young woods.  I also found a young rose of Sharon had planted itself along the picket fence.  I made a mental note to pot it for whenever I move, along with many other flowers.  Last but not least, there is still the “autumn joy” to brag about.  It is a rich shade of warm burgundy, now.  I love the way the color of the blooms change as the season progresses.

I came in and changed clothes and then dried my loyal dog off.  Cash had stayed right with me in that downpour, though he does not like to get wet.  I started washing linens and regretted they couldn’t line dry.  I washed blankets too and one load of clothes.  I washed all afternoon.  The bedspreads take so very long to dry that Christian and I had a frozen pizza for supper. We couldn’t even eat it at the kitchen table as the whole thing was covered in folded laundry.  

After the lovely dawn today, I made the pastry to add to the chicken and stock .  It is “Homecoming” at the church I attended as a child.  I remembered watching my grandmama making pastry, more than forty years ago.  She rolled the dough as thin as paper and cut it in neat little triangles.  I am always surprised how some of the most ordinary things get etched in  our hearts.  I do know for sure-at least in my case, that I remember events more than any thing , that was bought-unless you count ponies.

It does not look like rain, so when I get home, I have “my work cut out for me”.

Homecoming

I came home from church full in every way.  Tables were laden with everything you can imagine.  I saw a potato dish, brown and buttery.  I placed a heap of it beside my chicken and barbecue-only to find out later it was a pineapple dish!  That was a wonderful mistake.  I was able to track down the cook, and got the recipe.  It is very similar to a bread pudding and I plan to try it shortly.  

I did get to see the twins, Martha and Marsha.  We ate together along with my parents, sister and niece.  I have a lot of good memories with the twins.  They are hard workers and will tackle any sort of job-from installing ceiling fans to tearing down small barns.  . . and they are “cute as a button” still.  (Buttons used to be cute.)  I saw Beth who gave me the chocolate cinnamon cake recipe, when we were young mothers.  I felt like I had seen her yesterday and could have told her a secret, if I had any.  And Brenda.  . .  Brenda is dear to me.    She is just a few years older than me, and gave me very good advice, when I was so very inexperience at motherhood.  When Brant, my oldest son  was an only child, we would take bike rides together down winding country roads.    I still remember them and consider them precious memories.   I had a nice visit with Enid too, whom I have always admired, such a kind spirit.  Love is a mighty and powerful force, I am reminded when I see those from seasons long ago.  Authentic friendship is not “corrupted by moth nor rust” nor does it tarnish though years have passed.  

I came home fully determined to finish the mowing-and there was still some housekeeping left to do.  Thankfully, Christian was home-and in the mood to work.  He decided to work outside and so I felt hopeful that the rabbit patch would be in order , before work on Monday.  Of course, I decided to move furniture and discard a very heavy old daybed, that had seen better days.  This required extra scrubbing and cleaning, but once done, Christian and I agreed, it was a good decision.  Whenever, I do move to a quaint cottage somewhere, there will be less to move than before.  I am already practicing minimal habits in possessions and  spending, and it feels very liberating, oddly.  I am sure Jo Dee would laugh at this, as she has seen me price mustard!  I have never been a “big spender”.

By the time of twilight, the rabbit patch was in fairly good order.  A lot can happen in two days.  Sometimes the contents of a few days are as simple as clean linens and french mulberry.  Sometimes it is running with your dog, in the rain-and sometimes, you stand in the shadow of those you love and remember the gifts they brought to your life.  . “in good measure, pressed down, shaken together and running over”.  

 

 

It has been a lovely week at the rabbit patch.  October has been fair and mild.   The mornings have been misty and chilly-enough so that I have donned light sweaters.  I drive to work as the sun is rising.  I declare that watching light change is a favorite practice of mine.  Whether it is coming or going, I find light to be very beautiful.    At nightfall,  the “Harvest Moon” rose over the field and made the territory glow.  I went out to watch the October moon appear, intending to lift all sorts of salutations, thoughts of gratitude . . .and requests.  Instead I stood silently.  Somehow I knew Heaven understood.

On the way back to the farmhouse, I smelled the first fallen autumn leaves.  I have always been quite partial to this particular scent.  The fragrance of fallen leaves evokes all sorts of memories, for me-some go back as far as my childhood.  I remember being a few minutes late for supper one evening and mama wanted to know why.  I explained that I didn’t want to come in from the “brisk wind blowing the leaves around”.  Mama said that “brisk” was a fancy word, as she continued putting supper on the table. Even as a young adolescent, I was apt to take long solitary walks to the back of the fields and then through the woods, once it was autumn time.  When my own children were young, I remember smelling the scent of autumn leaves in their hair.   I have journals, I wrote for each of them that was started on the day they were born- a collection of letters I wrote to them, really.  There are pressed leaves in some of the pages, now decades old.  These are some of my most tender memories. . .and I recall  them every year, in October.

Saturday

It has been just short of a week, since I attended the “early service”, otherwise, known as daybreak.  This morning a light breeze was blowing and birds were singing-as if it were April.  Thick clouds muted the light and reduced the view of the sun to a faint golden patch, over the oldest barn.  Morning broke quietly on this day.  Cash, my boxer, still bounded around the yard, as is his habit.  Christopher Robin, a young gray cat, surveyed the property with caution.  I am quite sure he noticed, that the grass needs mowing. . .and he is right.

I came in and started a large pot of chicken cooking.  I will add pastry tomorrow morning, for it is “homecoming” at the church I grew up in.  My mother did too, and so did her mother.  My parents remain faithful and attend most every Sunday.  “Homecoming”  is always in October.  Now the church has a huge facility for such occasions.  No one will worry about rain . . or ants.  This was not the case for many years.

 Homecoming used to be held under a canopy of old oaks on the front lawn of the church.  The Saturday before, men would show up and string large rolls of wire from one tree to the next, creating a very long table.  On Sunday, the women spread tablecloths which would be held in place by large bowls of potato salad and platters of fried chicken, barbecue and deviled eggs.  There were all sorts of cakes and pies.  People cooked for days and carried their best wares.  The grounds were mowed and trimmed in the days before.  After the service on Sunday, folks put chairs and blankets out under the trees and we ate , right there under the oaks.  Women traded recipes. I just fixed a cake this week, from a recipe given to me over twenty five years ago.  Young couples walked through the crowd showing off new babies.  Children kicked off their “Sunday shoes”  after the meal, and played football.  If a child could walk, they played.  Toddlers and teenagers together.  By mid afternoon, little shoes and hair ribbons,  scattered about the lawn were collected and dishes were packed up in baskets for the ride home.  The next day, was spent getting grass stains out of trousers and socks.

Tomorrow will be a much more civilized event.  There will not be a single leaf in a bowl of chicken salad, nor adorning a twelve layer cake.  Not one biscuit  will be lost to ants and children will not soil their clothes with dirt and grass stains.  We will be seated at tables instead of the shade of old trees . . .and if it rains, oh well!  Still, I miss the former ways of homecoming.  I feel like we lost something  beautiful. . but I am sentimental in heart and old fashion, by nature.

My former “Sunday School” students are now mothers and fathers and I will see them tomorrow.  I will see my twin cousins,  Martha and Marsha.  Marsha married into the family and since they are inseparable, we gained Martha too.  I will see some dear friends from my youth-and their grandchildren.  My sister, Delores is coming too and so  is my niece, Dana.  Mama and Daddy will be there-I am sure Mama is cooking, as I write this.

I will remember people like Miss Tillie. Miss Nellie, Miss Catherine and Miss Jo-my own Sunday School teachers. I will remember Miss Dallas, who was famous for her macaroni and cheese and Mr. Styons, the pastor there, for many years.  There are many others and every bit as precious, that were part of that very beautiful  time, when I was growing up.

October makes me remember and I do not pretend to know why this is so, but it seems, in October, I go through my collection of memories .    I “never come up short”, but instead, I feel  inspired to love this world, the way I have been loved. Truly “my cup has always run over” -and it still does.   

Dear Diary, I am glad for the love that I have known since I was born, for it has made the difference.  I am glad for woodland and field -and  the light that shines on both.  I am glad for October . . . the time  . . .when I remember.

It is now October, and “morning has broken”.  The day dawned fair and the air was crisp at the “early service”.  I have always love October .  The bright blue skies, of October,   when filled with   the majestic billows of stark white cumulus clouds, has no rivals for beauty.  Leaves in autumn hues are loosed in October and bring a friendly wildness to the wind.  October is full of pumpkins, small fires in gardens, where tomatoes used to grow -and chrysanthemums.  . .and there is also the “Harvest Moon”- and apples.  I thought of all of this at the early service and  my heart grew increasingly grateful.  

I spent the last day  of September, doing the things, I never tire of.  Lyla and I meandered by the laughing river, for a while.  On this day, she was content to watch the river.  Lyla is usually quite a little chatterbox . . . until she gets to the banks of the river.  There, she is thoughtful and  unlikely to say anything.  I do the same.  I want Lyla to develop the habit of observation . . and contemplation, so I dare not “disturb the peace”  of such moments.  At some point, a boat will appear or a Coast Guard plane will fly by, with a pilot in training, and divert our attention.  Otherwise, we are satisfied to sit in silence.  When I was in elementary school, if I  had so much as glanced out the window, the teacher accused me of “daydreaming in class”  and promptly wrote a note to my parents.  She acted like it was sinful.  I never understood that train of thought.  I made good grades and completed my work, so it seemed I could afford the luxury of wondering about things, for just a little while.  Besides that, I am older now, and I know for sure that imagination has pulled me through many a “rough patch”.  I was always able to imagine making it through and better times to come.  I could imagine the heart of others and their plights.  Imagination is  really the heart of compassion.  If you imagine enough, you are bound to create-and to solve problems when they arise.  . . so I nurture this in Lyla-and everybody else, too.

Lyla and I went to the big flat rock by the little bridge, after our lofty notions .  This is where the river laughs loudest. We listened til some squirrels made a ruckus in an old magnolia tree.  I have noticed them out in great numbers, stealing pecans mostly.  The sudden coolness must be making them second guess their storehouses.  Lyla laughed at their antics.  We walked a good ways, til Lyla fell asleep.

 Jenny finished her writing assignment, while Lyla finished her nap by the young dogwood outside the kitchen window.  

The last night of September was especially beautiful.  The sky was a very dark blue with clouds that passed, so that the light of the almost full moon  was dappled and constantly changing.  I felt like I was watching September leave . . and with a lot of fanfare.  

I drove back to the rabbit patch, not too long after Lyla had her “honey cakes” and bacon.  It was another beautiful drive.  Kyle nor Christian were home when I pulled in the drive.  I brought my things in and went straightaway to work.  I pulled the spent stalks of the “old house flowers” as they were long past their glory.  I put on a load of laundry and put the window fan away.  I also need to clear out the beds of loosestrife, which is also know by lythrum- that mama does not like. I started a roast , started a pot of corn  and will fry the last okra of the year.   I meant to gather branches while supper cooked, but twilight swiftly turns to night. . .  It is October, after all.

Dear Diary,  I am glad for moments spent in silence by places like peaceful rivers and old rocks.  I am glad for the moon and friendly clouds-and autumn leaves in the wind . . .  and I am glad for October, for it is a lovely time.

On Thursday night, I saw the stars over the rabbit patch.  I had not seen them, due to clouds, for the better part of a week.  I had missed the silver belt of Orion-and the friendly Dog Stars.  I was glad to see the Big Dipper and the little one too as I had missed them all.  When thick clouds were hovering over the old barn and the old trees, I tried to remember just where my old friends had been “set in the firmament, to give light to the earth”.

I also packed on Thursday night.  Loyal readers of the “Rabbit Patch Diary”  know where I was going . . .back across three rivers, past fields and autumn flowers . . to another rabbit patch,  Elizabeth City.  Friday was a teacher work day and so in my absence, children would not  miss violin classes.  It made good sense to me to pack my bags and spend a few days with , my only grandchild, Lyla.  

I attended the “early service” this morning, in Jennys’ backyard.  Daybreak was chilly enough to warrant a light jacket.  The air was crisp and carried the scent of pine straw.  The sun came up with a shocking brilliance, and when it did, I thought I heard the earth singing.  A young redbird watched from the cedar tree.  Lyla and I saw him yesterday in the evening.  If I see him again, I am likely to give him a name.

Lyla attends nursery school, now on Thursday and Friday mornings.  I was never fond of this idea, but tried to still my tongue-and hoped for the best.  Childhood is so fleeting and I think it ought to be spent playing.  I had no worries that Lyla could not learn her colors and counting, in the natural settings of home.  Not even the aspect of  the highly valued “socialization” swayed my thought.  Well, the more Jenny told me about what was happening at the “First United Methodist Church” , the more I liked it.  Lyla loved it from day one.  Only a few times in the very beginning, did Lyla shed a tear.  On those occasions, the teacher sent a picture of Lyla playing happily, within minutes.  I especially loved that.  There also does not seem to be  “an intense academically driven force’ present.  All of this, hushed my trepidation, but when Lyla ran to hug her teacher, one morning . . I fell “hook, line and sinker” for the darling “Ladybug class” at the beautiful church, in Elizabeth City.  Today, I saw for myself and so now I can say with all of my heart, I am glad, for such places.

After lunch, Lyla and I strolled to the laughing river-which today seemed merely tickled.   It felt sinful to stay inside.  We sat for a while in silence.  I did not allow myself to think of anything.  I just watched the river meander by.  I watched light playing on the water, like a happy child and I watched the thin clouds that reminded me of old  fashioned lace.  I have no way of knowing how long we sat in that state as time is not  measured under such conditions . . but at some point, Lyla was liberated from  the confinement of her stroller.  She found a yellow leaf and then watched a butterfly.  She walked the railway ties for a long while.  The ties are there to mark the parking area and for quite a distance.  The ties are not balanced well and are of varying heights.  In some places the wood has deteriorated and huge pieces of  wood are missing.  It was a good balancing practice for a toddler and I offered little help, because of that.

We spent the latter part of the afternoon on the porch dancing.  I teach a semester of dance-and so I know lots of kids songs to dance to.  I am not sure what folks thought as they walked or drove past the stately “Thompson Home”  that afternoon.  If they thought “the country has come to town”, they wouldn’t be far off.

When Lyla curled up on the settee in a patch of sunlight, we turned off the music.  I turned my attention from the “Cha Cha Slide”, to the kitchen.  We had a light supper. Lyla was barely awake when the moon came up.  Like the sun in the morning, the moon was bright  and fairly lit the backyard, though it was only half full.

Today was a lovely as any, and I did not regret for one moment, taking a day off from work, to spend my time with family.  Anne of Green Gables said “I am so glad to live in a world where there are Octobers.”  I am in full agreement . . .and the same could be said of September.

      

 

 

 

 

I left Elizabeth City around three on Sunday.  It was a bright and cooler day than Saturday had been.  Jenny and I took a stroll with Lyla early in the afternoon.  We walked by the flat rock, where Lyla and I sat on summer days, across the little bridge and along the banks of the “laughing” river.    Lyla spied out every pumpkin display, while Jenny and I shared some hopes and dreams.  We smelled my favorite rose on Raleigh Street  and had a visit with a friendly dog.  When we got back home,  Jenny took Lyla upstairs for a nap, and I loaded my things in the car-and headed back to the rabbit patch.

I do not like driving, as some do, but the weather was fair and clear-and traffic was especially light.  I thanked God, that Will and Jenny lived just an hour away.   Just a few short years ago, they lived in Wilmington. I can not drive in the heavy traffic of Wilmington.  Everybody seems late for something and folks drive like they have nine lives on any given day.  I am just not suited for driving in such conditions-and everyone agrees, on that.  Will was offered a job in his hometown., Elizabeth City and Lyla was born two years later.

I thought about such things as I drove by massive fields, where corn used to grow-and across the three rivers.   . .back to the rabbit patch.  When I turned on to the road I live on, I noticed “snow had blossomed”.  The cotton fields were white and they do look snow covered, once the bolls have opened.  Some folks have taken to using cotton in arrangements.

Sun and shadow fell in long slanted streaks when I pulled in to the rabbit patch.  I noticed the roses seemed to have had a “second wind”.  They were blooming cheerfully along with the floss flower and the “old house flowers” Kyle had dug  shamefully, from a ditch, years ago.  The loosestrife, that Mama does not like, has seen better days and will need to be cut back shortly-and the grass needs mowing.  Pine straw is beginning to fall from the old Pine at the front of the yard-and pine cones too.  Pine cones are the best thing I know of to start a fire with, but gathering them is slow and painful work.  

Christian came out as always, to carry my things in.  Cash ran around the yard at “break neck speed” as he does when I come home.  I started supper straightaway-and another pot of oats and fruit, for my breakfast this week.  I have had oats and blueberries, oats and pumpkin, oats and cranberries . . well, a lot of oats.  I sure wish biscuits were good for you.

When supper was finished and the oats were cooked, I settled in for the night.  I did go out a bit later to say good night.  The sky was clouded and there was no sign of Lylas’ “little moon”-nor a single star to wish on.  It is very dark in the countryside in the absence of heavenly shine.  Cash sits beside me on high alert, looking in every direction.  If he ever barks-or even growls, I am likely to dash through the ginger lilies to the back door . . and say my prayers, at the morning table, instead.

Dear Diary, I am glad for walks by a sleepy river with Jenny.  I am glad for “little moons” and roses that caught a “second wind”.  I am glad for resting fields  and I am especially glad for “snow that blossoms”.

 

With school closed , this past Monday-and me having had a four day holiday in Wilmington, time defied gravity and flew, this week.  Mornings were golden , making even,  a tattered cornfield  lovely at dawn.  Most every day, a blanket of fog hangs just over the soil, giving ordinary fields a hallowed look.  Soybeans are yellow  and could be mistaken for flowers if looked at hurriedly.  Leaves are starting to be strewn in the road and the grass does not grow as quickly as it did in midsummer.  Today, is the first day of autumn, after all.

I have come to love every season, but autumn is my favorite right now. Being fickle, I will declare my favorite is winter when it snows-and when it is spring-well I proclaim it is surely the most beautiful time in the world-until it is summer.  I think in some way, seasons prepare us for next one.  The wicked heat of  late summer makes me yearn for a chilly day and so I look forward to the time of soft blankets and small fires.  Suppers will feature chowders and hearty soups and I am more likely to bake breads once autumn  makes it presence known.  

The warm weather is still lingering for now.   The horses that graze in quiet pastures are still sleek and the shade of the sycamores is only slightly less dense than it was in July.  Just the lightest and daintiest sweaters are worn now, and only in the first hours of day.  Seldom does any dramatic change herald a new season, but one thing I have noted is that the days are remarkably shorter.

I left right after school, on Friday for Elizabeth City.  Will and Jenny, being young, have all sorts of social functions and so I would stay with Lyla.   I had planned on a evening walk with Lyla, but darkness  fell and so suddenly it seemed.

Saturday Morning

I missed the early service.   The sun had claimed its’ space boldly, by the time I got up.  Lyla, is an early riser and is ready for her day, the minute she wakes.  I had told her the night before we would have pancakes for breakfast and she  brought that up as I was having my first coffee.

Not long after pancakes and honey, Will took Lyla to the little park just a short walk away.   It is the same park where Lyla and I fed the wild geese in summer. I waved good bye to Lyla from the kitchen window, where a dogwood grows.  I noticed that the once jade green leaves of the young tree, were now an apricot color in spots.  The tree now has an abundance of bright red berries, too.  Cardinals love the berries.

 The coolness of the morning was fleeting and by the time they got back, it was hot.  The “laughing river” was very blue today and in no hurry to go anywhere.  There wasn’t a bit of breeze to change its’ mind, either.  Will and Lyla left again and went to a little league baseball game, a fruit stand and then visited with his mom, Miss Claudia.  Jenny worked on school assignments while I did some light housekeeping.  The morning, like the laughing river, hadn’t a bit of rush about it . . and  I liked that.

The afternoon was hot and still.  Lyla and I did not stroll til the evening because of that.  When we did, there was a slight cool, breeze. . .but it was not enough to disturb the peace of the river.  The mighty Pasquotank  looked like glass  and liable to shatter if anyone dared to toss a stone -or sneeze.  We walked to where we first saw the bats, in late spring.  In June, we watched hundreds of bats swoop and dive in unison.  It was a spectacular aerial  expression that was mezmorizing.  We did not see a single bat this night.  I wondered if they, like many songbirds had migrated south where fruit is still ripening.    When the moon came up, Lyla found it first and said “look Honey Bee, it’s a little moon!”-and she was right as only a slice of moon hung in the vast dark sky. . .and it did look small-and reminded me of a lantern.

The village was quiet as we walked.  Not even a dog barked in the distance.  The only sign of life was the lamps burning bright in the windows of both cottages and manor homes, alike.  It always makes me happy to think that folks are safely gathered in.

 We may wander about on bright days and see all sorts of people and do all sorts of things. . .but when night falls, we remember where we belong, and those that belong to us.  We come home to where things are familiar and predictable  . . where supper is cooking while a cat sleeps in a corner-and a light shines bright in the window.

Dear Diary, I am glad for still water and little moons.  I am glad for new seasons and sweet memories of those passed.  I am glad for dogwoods and red berries in clusters of autumn -colored leaves. 

 

Monday morning dawned fair in Wilmington.  I sat on the porch of my son, Tres’ cottage, near downtown in the first hours of light, in the company of his kittens, “Hank” and “Jolene”.  There were only a few folks out, compared to the week end mornings.  Only a few dogs got walked today, and I only saw one stroller.  Folks were leaving in a hurried state and I listened to more than a few dogs moan pitifully,  the first few minutes of their owners’ departure.  Tres had to leave too.  Mondays change everything.

Will, Jenny and I were leaving by noon and so I did not tarry long on the porch-I had things to do.  The last few days had been busy and I did not feel well, either.  Tres had “waited  on me hand and foot” and I wanted to do something for him.  I grabbed a pair of scissors and took to cutting some of those “southern vines”, I complain of often.  I had noticed several thorned vines in a camilla and the hateful “Virginia creeper”  invading the jasmine.  I pulled a few weeds and then commenced to sweeping the porch.  If I’d have had just a few hours, Tres would have come home to scrubbed floors and a cooked lunch.  Instead, he will find a letter on his pillow, declaring him a noble son and brother. . .and all sorts of other endearments,  love mom.

We left Wilmington right on time.  I told myself, Thanksgiving was not so awful long, away, but waving good bye to Brant, was sad anyway.  I took some comfort, that he would have plenty of rutabagas for the next couple of days.  He just loves rutabagas.

Lyla is a funny little companion to travel with.  If we had to wait long at a stoplight, she would say ” oh no! we are stuck!” If Will hit a bump in the road, she would shout “whoa daddy!”  She fell asleep an hour into the trip with a cookie in her hand, I had packed in case of “tough times” on the journey.

Not far from the city by the sea, were cornfields.  The stalks are now dried to a toasty brown and laden with cobs of  bright yellow corn.  Some people have pumpkins out.  Marigolds are in their glory and making quite a statement in many yards.  Leaves are likely to come unfastened in the slightest breeze, and when they do, they twirl and flutter as if they were part of  well choreographed ballet.

When we pulled into the rabbit patch,  I was thankful the grass did not need mowing.  Cash greeted me like I had been gone a fortnight and the kitchen  fairly sparkled.  Nothing was out of place.  Kyle and Christian, never let me down on maintaining proper order , in my absence.  Of course I had to say good bye again – now to Jenny,  a most thoughtful and loving daughter-and Lyla which is always a hard thing.  . .and last, but far from least, Will, who I declare, is another son and I could not have “hand picked” a better one.  Thank Goodness ( another name for God)  Christian was home, and that was a saving grace .

Supper was cooking and clothes were washing, by the time Kyle came home.  I took a stroll around the territory and found the loosestrife and zinnias were spent.  The roses in the “Quiet Garden”  are especially quiet-and they have a right to be, in September.  The “autumn joy” has deepened dramatically  to a warm plum color, and seems to be bragging about it . . .  In a span of just four days, much can happen in the countryside.  

Dear Rabbit Patch Diary,  I am glad for the ” ties that bind” family .  I am glad for the way the countryside announces seasons.  I am glad for safe travels from the sea to fields, with loved ones . . .and a place to come home to where love abides-and the Autumn joy blooms.

Last year, I did a lot of writing by a splashing fountain.  I am again in its’ cheerful company.  Will, Jenny, Lyla and I left Friday afternoon for Wilmington, where my oldest two sons live.  I have not seen Brant, since early spring, as he works on week-ends.  Tres comes home more often, but whatever the circumstances, I have missed my boys.

Lyla stayed up long past her bedtime that night-we all did.   Brant was at work when we arrived at his house.  Tres came over, when he got off work.  He and Lyla had played for hours and I worried she would fall asleep before Brant came in-but she didn’t and seemed to find renewed strength, at the sight of her Uncle Brant. Lyla adores her uncles, and the feeling seems to be quite mutual.  Neither of her uncles are above tea parties and picnics-which Lyla has several times a day.  My sons will comfort her doll, too, if need be.  It endears my sons to me, even more so, (if that is possible)  to watch how tender they are with Lyla.

Lyla had been putting coins in a piggy bank for a long while, the first night.  I was there with her and determined to watch silently and allow her to concentrate.  I was drowsy and the steady rhythm of coins dropping , did not help the situation.  Finally, Lyla laid down on the floor to drop the coins.  Then she stopped altogether, having fallen fast asleep in the process.

Tres and I drove to his house, about fifteen minutes away in almost quiet streets.  We pulled into his neighborhood.  I had not been to this house.  The street lights revealed the neighborhood, as best they could.  I have not felt well, for a few days, and it was beginning to catch up with me, but I did note there were a lot of old trees and picket fences, as we walked on to the porch, somewhere around midnight.

Saturday

The next morning, not long after waking, I went out .  The neighborhood was “chockablock” full of cottages, old trees and late-blooming flowers.  Most every house had a picket fence, adding even more charm to the picture.  I just love historical neighborhoods and this one convinced me I was not wrong to do so.   All of the cottages were moderate in size but distinctly different in some way.  I had rested well, but I was just not up for a walk.  Tres brought coffee and cheddar cheese out and we had a nice morning chat, while people walked dogs.  One lady was handing out flyers about a good cause and plenty of folks were riding bikes.  It was a busy and cheerful morning on that street.  Tres went in to fix breakfast and I ventured out a short distance.  One neighbor had a little “library” in his yard.  There was an adorable little “house like” cabinet with a glass door in his yard. where books were kept.  These books are there to be borrowed, free for all.  I had heard of these “little free libraries”, but had never seen one. One day, along with a lemonade stand, I may have a “little library”  too, I thought.

 After breakfast, Tres took me on a drive around the neighborhood.  It was a sprawling neighborhood and every dwelling was just adorable.  There were more trees and bushes than I could have imagined, in city limits.  Flowering vines rambled every where they could.  There was huge park that could even satisfy the heart of country folks.

We drove on to Brants’ house by the splashing fountain.  Will, Jenny and Lyla had left to visit Wills’ grandmother and his dad, who was having a birthday.  They live just south of Wilmington.  I spent the afternoon with Brant and Tres.  They watched football, and it reminded me of when they really were boys, so many seasons ago.   .   when autumn  afternoons were predictably centered around football and food.  I knew stats and players, in those days and team rankings.  

Will and Jenny returned in the early evening.  Tres cooked supper for all of us.   Lyla had her own “picnic”  on a beach towel, in the living room.  It was late when Tres and I  drove back to the sweet neighborhood, where he lives.  The  morning commotion was a sharp contrast to the peace of the midnight hour.

Sunday

I woke early on Sunday and felt the best I had in days.  Tres slept through sunrise, but I had the company of “Hank” and “Jolene”, two  kittens, Tres adopted in late spring.  The pair are siblings and Tres could not bear to separate the two, though he had planned to rescue a single kitten.   Both, Hank and Jolene seemed to be wearing masks, but Jolene also has a golden crown, being she is a calico.  Jolene seems mighty aware of this feature.  

When Tres awakened, he made coffee straightaway, and served me a piping hot cup, as if I myself had a crown, like Jolene.  While Tres made breakfast, I met the next door neighbors, with the “little library”.  The wife was reading aloud while they had coffee.  They were kind folks and I was fond of them, right off.

Tres and I decided that directly after breakfast, we would go to Brants’.  I felt well enough today, to fix a “Sunday Dinner”.  Jenny called within a few minutes, and said Lyla was sick.

It was not the head cold, as I was having, but an upset stomach, that plagued Lyla.  At the height of her suffering, Lyla looked at Will and said “help me daddy”.  I think it broke his heart.  Lyla has never ailed from such a thing, and so I am quite sure, the ordeal was a horrible shock.  Thankfully, it was  a short lived affair and by early afternoon, Lyla felt better and  finally ate  some of her favorite snack, “Goldfish”.

By three o’clock, I was peeling rutabagas, which is a tiresome task.  I had already snapped beans and still had turnips to peel.  Brant took pity and finished the rutabagas.  Within a few hours the house smelled like Sunday.  There was one football game after another, on all afternoon.  Lyla played happily while her uncles and dad watched the game.  Supper was cooking , the fountain was splashing  and a light, cool rain was falling outside.

Sometimes “Red Letter Days”  are known only to the person living them-this day was one of them for me.  To be fully content is beautiful- and humbling.  It made me want to leap . . and then to bow in gratitude.  I wanted to laugh-and I wanted to cry .  I wanted to sing and I wanted to be silent.   When love is gathered,  it  is a mighty powerful thing.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Sunday

The morning started off beautifully.  The sunrise at the ” early service”  was as usual, stunning.  I admired Gods’ Handiwork and then went in to fix Sunday Dinner.  I had written a post earlier, and so I “published” it as the ribs were simmering.  When I checked later, on the post, it had gone to some unfamiliar place with a different look altogether.  This really alarmed me, as my technical skills are lacking.  I worked on the problem without a bit of luck, til I worried that I wouldn’t have time to make the lemon pudding cake for dessert.  I abandoned my mission, in light of that, and headed to the bowl where I had mixed the glorious concoction for the cake.  It was full of ants.  I had used the last  of what was needed and so I scrambled to gather the ingredients for a pumpkin cake instead.  Meanwhile, Christopher Robin got sick and deposited last nights’ bowl of cream on the den floor.  I would not be making biscuits today.

Once the cake was in the oven, alongside the ribs, I went back to  the morning table to figure out what happened with the entry.  Truthfully, I never did and I still had okra to cook.  This was not the day to live dangerously, so I put all of my attention to the pan of okra.  Mama and daddy arrived around noon and somehow there was food on the table. Though we all enjoyed the meal, mama said she wished I had cooked biscuits.

I ended up rewriting the original post, in the afternoon.  I had already started this one and so for the first time in my brief blogging history, I was writing two posts at once.  I do not recommend this.  It was far harder than playing the cello.  If it had been a poem, I would not have blinked twice, but it was an entry I had lost-an account of my life and it seemed so precious.  . .not because the world needed it, but because I did.  I have journals kept for over thirty years and they are  more important to me than any important documents about such things as house insurance.  Most of them are letters to my children.  It seems the rabbitpatch diary is precious to me, too, I realise now.

Since the threat of a hurricane is past, I put out a few of the autumn decorations on the porch.  I hung a wreath on the door and tied a new bow on the lamp post.  I took down the summer flowers to be replaced with marigolds and chrysanthemums, first chance I get.  Paired with pumpkins, the autumn flowers will be a lovely sight.

Thankfully, the afternoon passed without the audacity of the morning.  Cash and Christopher Robin slept while I cleaned the den and tried to remember the morning entry.  I cooked a big batch of the vegetable burgers and got them all packaged.  I also made another pot of steel cut oats with pumpkin and ginger, as I had pumpkin left from the “Sunday dinner” cake.  I never did watch the weather, but plan too tonight.  Everyone is telling me that just rain and some wind is forecasted for the next few days .

Monday

The light hardly changed at all today.  The sky was a silvery gray from sunrise til the sunset.  There was a constant cool breeze.  Rain did not fall until early evening, though the heavens had looked threatening all day.  Under such conditions, the “autumn joy” nearly glows.  It is a deep mauve now, but will steadily deepen til at  last it is a warm burgundy.  The row of sunflowers in the garden would make you think that sunshine can bloom, if you saw them.

All day, a light wind blew.  Lamps  shone brightly in the windows of  homes.  I like to think of people safely tucked in.  

Tuesday

Today looked much like yesterday.  I realise, in these circumstances,  how much I depend on sun and shadows to know the time of day.  Without  dawn, dusk and slanting rays, time seems unchanging.  The day passes anyway, but without  the fanfare, of sunny days.

School has been in session for three weeks now.  I have slipped into routine at the rabbit patch.  I have found that adhering to a schedule, during the school year is a saving grace for me.  Laundry does not disappear if neglected but instead accumulates at an alarming rate.  I do a load of laundry everyday to avoid that . We are all hungry everyday, too.  I start supper as the laundry is washing.  I am a early riser, but it takes me longer than most to “get my bearings straight”.  Therefore all decisions about wardrobe and lunch are made the night before, though I awaken two hours before, I have to be at work.  If none of this sounds glamorous and exciting, you are right about that. . yet I am  satisfied and  even content .

One thing I am not short on is inspiration.  The world is quite generous and supplies me an abundance of tender moments and beauty . . . sometimes growing on a ditch bank.  . . I pass an old abandoned homestead on my drive home.  The old house , that once stood on the edge of field, is gone now altogether.  A decade ago, the remnants could be seen.  Of course, I am sentimental about such things.  Who called this place home?, I wonder.  What woman planted the flowers that still remain-and on and on I go, til at last I am sure I would have loved all that lived there and I miss them.  Now the little remaining patch of earth is overgrown and full of bricks- the last relics that testify, a house was once there.   Today the yellow “swamp flowers’ were blooming, there, like a memorial, I thought.

  I remembered  when I moved to the rabbit patch.  Kyle and Christian were young boys.  Kyle and I were riding by the same old house one day -and the swamp flowers were blooming.  Of course, I happened to have a shovel in the car and so I pulled in the old drive way.  I got the shovel and asked Kyle to dig up a few for the rabbit patch.  He was horror struck at the prospect of digging in a ditch for flowers!  He worked as quickly as he could, and to his relief, not a car passed the whole time.

I still laugh when I remember that day.  We renamed the flowers.  We call them the “old house flowers” and they are blooming now .  .at the rabbit patch.

Dear Diary, I am still glad for Sunday Dinner.  I am glad for silver skies  and cool breezes.  I am also glad for the “old house flowers” and the young boy that brought them to the rabbit patch.